Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Random thoughts.....
So Jeremy & I have always wanted to have 5 or 6 kids, but after kidney stones with #'s 2 & 3 I told him I would try one more. Also, each pregnancy gets harder for me...more painful and it's hard to walk & things like that, you know?!? Well # 4 was a HORRIBLE pregnancy!!!! So I say that's it, but I have this nagging feeling that someone is missing so I keep trying to tell myself I can do it one more time....just one more will be ok. Well today while I was a the grocery store with my baby sleeping peacefully in his carseat and the older 3 at school I got this feeling...overwhelming feeling...that my family is complete. Hmm....what happened to that missing person?? I guess we'll wait & see...
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I don't want you to have that feeling yet. We always have them at the same time-ish.... Well you know what I mean... Right?
I thought you were going to say that you bought a test and you were preggers! HAHAH!
I read the post that you weren't feeling well, then I read this post and I started thinking....preggers!! Ha ha ha!
It is funny you posted this because I was just talking to Tracey about this very same thing. Although I haven't been pregnant, it is a scary thing to adopt and it is a long hard road. I am not sure if I have it in my to do it again, especially through the foster system where you don't know if your baby will be yours or someone else's. I have two beautiful and awesome boys and could be done...but am I? I am not so sure! It is a tough decision. I wish I could have that feeling that my family is complete! How wonderful!
Oh, and are these REALLY just random thoughts or is your subconscious trying to tell you SOMETHING!!
I completely understand the rough pregnancy not sure if you can do it again feeling. I also understand the not knowing if you are done thing. Especially now that my baby is SEVEN! Could you imagine if I had another...? Good luck, I've been feeling this way since Carter was 18 months.
Your smart that you thought about it BEFORE getting pregnant. I have always felt like there was one more, even when I was pregnant with my last baby. So here I am, pregnant and miserable. But I really believe that Heavenly Father will tell us what we need to do. Way to be in tune!
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